ROYALTY
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Junior
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nano
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losin' touch with everything i know - but i'm just scared that i'll end up alone
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Post by THALIA COSTAS on Aug 25, 2024 11:01:42 GMT -7
here we go again
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ROYALTY
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17 POSTS
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23 LIKES
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Junior
played by
nano
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losin' touch with everything i know - but i'm just scared that i'll end up alone
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Post by THALIA COSTAS on Aug 25, 2024 11:02:15 GMT -7
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oceans is my favourite song on her playlist, and one of the songs that she resonates closest with. Thalia, with her fractured sense of identity, has desperately tried to push others away while simultaneously being terrified of loneliness, as others have become her reason to live. Though she does everything she can to appear independent and self-sufficient, and convinces herself that she is capable in solitude, all she really wants is for someone to listen to her. [break][break]
3pm reflects her depression, and her experience with it. She's used the internet as a way to escape, especially after leaving her home. Though her academics are her priority at the moment, she knows that once she stops having a reason to do things for others, she'll be left with no reason to do things for herself. [break][break]
lovely reflects her inner thoughts, and her mental space. For her whole life, she's felt like she was shackled by her parents, never by her brother, and convinced herself that isolation was the best thing for her. When she was finally able to find peace upon leaving, she's found that although she's physically safe, she's still mentally stuck in the house she grew up in. [break][break]
into the night reflects her guilt, specifically for leaving her little brother. Despite her feelings, she has grown dependent on her brother as her reason to live - having stripped away her identity to be labelled as his "big sister" instead. After moving into the dorms, she had been riddled with both guilt of leaving him, and the struggle of establishing her own identity separate from him. [break][break]
alright reflects, again, her depression. Though this time, it's more akin to how she's had friends cut contact with her partially due to her own actions. Thalia, for better or for worse, has the habit of internalizing her emotions and bottling them up, which results in mental exhaustion and friends, who just want to learn more about her, distancing themselves because she wouldn't let anyone in. She learns, later, to regret these actions, but hasn't done much to remedy it. [break][break]
city of angels don't feel right words [break][break]
vacant words [break][break]
aurora words
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