SEVENTEEN

FEMALE

HETEROSEXUAL

JUNIOR

Lilith's hair is usually kept moderately short, and it is naturally fluffy and soft. It's naturally a platinum blonde in coloration, many simply call it white or silvery though. Lilith tends to add highlights of her favorite color - blue, and takes very good care in maintaining her hair for the most part. When the desire strikes her, she will add in extensions for the look and feel of having longer hair.

Clear and expressive, Lilith's eyes give away how she's feeling the second her mood switches. They're vibrant and clear, though they're also mis-matched. One is a lighter blue, while the other is darker, a heterochromia that some would argue is slighter than the ones with two completely different colors. She often experiments with eyeshadows in whites or blues, and eyeliner in black or blue, though she isn't applying them habitually. Other than that she doesn't really use much in the way of make-up unless it's for dressing up purposes.

Lilith is slender in body type, thin and with a somewhat pale complexion. She looks delicate without appearing too fragile, and her mother used to call her doll-like due to her naturally plush lashes, expressive eyes, and diminutive frame. Lilith is pretty small, all things considered - a little under-weight for her age, and stands at 5'4. Quite a lot of people are taller than her, not that she's really spoken anything about it.

Lilith is versatile with her choice in clothing, and they can be as varied as her moods tend to swing. There's definitely a penchant for cute or overly feminine clothing and accessories, and often-times bold and dramatic types of style can be factored in. It's hard to really define it with a set style, as she has a rather extensive wardrobe. If you absolutely had to dilute and nutshell it though, you could simply say "blue".

Furina (Focalors) - Genshin Impact

Lilith is a passionate person through and through, though the world only knows how much of a double-edged blade that can be. She feels deeply and is actually quite emotional and empathetic, which makes her sensitive to the feelings and struggles of those around her. However...she currently struggles with managing and maintaining her own emotions, and the pressure to look after those around her sometimes cause her to neglect her own emotional health to try to better everyone else around her, until she breaks down and is forced to confront her own feelings. She is also inherently compassionate, and the desire to reach out and help others pull their head above water is natural, so she faults them not for un-intentionally leaving her little room to care for herself. She is also quite brave and unafraid to take risks, which in tandem with her curiosity can get her into trouble at times.

Lilith is notably neurotic due to her untreated mental disorder, and features extremely low emotional stability. Due to this she handles stressful situations poorly, and though she can at times hold an act together, she will often break down in tears once out of the public eye. She has intense mood-swings; most notably being depressive or manic, and these can last any time from a few days, a few weeks, to even months. Though she does experience times where she is neither manic nor depressive, it is still something to be aware of. Lilith is insecure because of never feeling like she is good enough, always worried that one slight mistake will break the tightrope she balances on the top of.

⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾⋆⁺₊⋆ Lilith loves creativity and as such has an appreciation for the things that reflect that. She herself prefers writing out of the bunch, and will often use them to get catharsis for the torrent of mood-swings and other such things that she feels. Her style of handwriting is also particularly pretty, with little heart i's and perfectly looped cursive where necessary.

⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾⋆⁺₊⋆ Lilith adores typical "mall-trotting" behaviour. She likes window-shopping, trying things on, and just hanging out with friends in a social environment. She can be a little impulsive with her spending, but she doesn't spend above what she can easily manage. Her parents often feed her decent amounts of money anyways.

⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾⋆⁺₊⋆ Lilith likes cooking and baking, and is one of the types to try to make the most aesthetically pleasing dishes and sweets that she can. You see those latte arts at a cafe? She does that. You see those cute bento boxes? Yup, that's her too.

⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾⋆⁺₊⋆ Lilith adores gaming, movies, music, whatever you can really think of. She plays anything from cozy games to horror games, typically - though her favorite is the arcade. She likes going and exchanging coins into machines and winning tickets, loves the prize counter, and her favorite of all are those photobooths where you can go in and take pictures with friends. It makes her quite happy.

⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾⋆⁺₊⋆ Lilith enjoys things like beaches and the aquarium. Being near water tends to soothe her nerves, and she's always found the aesthetics and animals of water quite interesting as well.

⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾⋆⁺₊⋆ Lilith has type one bipolar. The goal is that she is currently seeing professionals to try to figure it out and to get diagnosed and slowly get her life on track. I have personal experiences and some knowledge of the disorder, and have also done some research into it to try to make sure I understand enough to portray it properly, however if something makes you uncomfortable, please reach out and let me know as it is not my intent. ⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾⋆⁺₊⋆

⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾⋆⁺₊⋆ Due to the point above, Lilith's moods are not stable and often swing. She can also display inconsistent behaviours because of this. Lilith can have quite potent swings between depressive episodes in which she can barely force herself out of bed or cries often and manic episodes where she's confident enough to take on the world due to not being quite diagnosed yet, and lacking medications.

⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾⋆⁺₊⋆ Lilith is Korean-Canadian, and has lived in Canada since about age ten. While Lilith doesn't particularly showcase any sort of accent, she does sometimes speak Korean, though it is primarily reserved for when she doesn't want people to understand what she is saying, or to her Korean mother.

⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾⋆⁺₊⋆ Lilith's favorite place to be is by lakesides, riversides, or aquariums. They bring a sense of calmness and peace.

⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾⋆⁺₊⋆ Lilith needs to listen to rain sounds in order to fall asleep, something she has been unable to sleep easily without for years. Aside from this she displays joy whenever it should rain or storm, and even risking catching something, will go out and about and enjoy that type of weather.

⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾⋆⁺₊⋆ Lilith lives off caffeine and sweets. She has also developed something of a caffeine dependency, and struggles to wake up easily or function at her top capacity without it. You can often find her eating things like cinnamon rolls or cannoli, and finding her drinking things like caramel lattes or macchiatos.

Cooking

Creative Writing

Student Council Treasurer

Born to a somewhat affluent family, there was little she was left wanting for as she grew up. She would often have the things she desired, and the family did not struggle to provide for anything a child would need financially. There were structure and rules to her days since early life as well, things put in place that prevented a child from becoming spoiled and ill-behaved. This structure often helped to balance out the fact she almost always got the things that she wanted, and she was often expected to earn them as well, be it good behaviour and chores, as well as later on grades. This wouldn't do much to stop the slow but steady increase in pressure, especially from her mother's side of the family.

More and more things were piled upon her shoulders as she aged, mandatory piano lessons, dance lessons, vocal coaching, business studies, and of course every Friday and Saturday were allocated family nights, where her phone was confiscated. When she was younger these nights were fun and she never minded, for a while it fostered a sense of warmth and closeness in activities with her parents - but those were all days before the pressure started making the world cave in around her. Her parents were often pleased with her ability to manage these tasks, while remaining diligent in her studies and school assigned work. She was valedictorian, even. They were proud, they supported her. For a time, she felt like she was on-top of the world.

As she aged into adolescents - the sudden mood swings became a problem. The girl had already displayed mood swings that the parents had written off as mere bad days, but the struggle increased. The girl had a long period where she was utterly despondent for no reason, the usual management of all her tasks slipping. Her self care was muted, still there but no longer meticulous and lovingly applied. She felt hopeless despite the lack of a trigger, as if the world was merely no place for her. She withdrew from her family and friends, and barely had the energy to function in social settings. She begged to be allowed to drop some of the expectations and extra duties, and with worried glances her father managed to talk her mother into it. She left behind dance, business, and the vocal coaching, choosing to keep piano.

However, the less she had undertaken and the more time she had, she noticed that her parents had less and less time for her. They would often be busy or even begin taking trips out of town, finding that now that she had friends and less things to drive and manage, she required less of their attention. They did not exactly consider if she'd want it or not. It felt like they were mad at her, abandoning her now that she wasn't living her mother's dreams. Another day she broke down on her parents, crying that she felt like a failure, that everything is too much, and that she felt something was wrong with her. The world was crushing her in it's weight, she felt like she was drowning - she couldn't seem to control her feelings at all.

She consulted with her parents for a time, deciding that moving her to a place with better professionals for testing may be for the best. They talked to family which lead to her moving in with her aunt as of recently, though after some further consideration, her parents found out about Panacea. Talking about it extensively they ended up using some of their funds to apply for a transferal for her junior and senior years, which ended up being accepted.

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